Years ago, 1979, I left Habersham County, Georgia. One purpose for that was to try to fix something. I did not want my family to suffer embarrassment about my "gay demon." After all, my parents were there to retire and live out the rest of their lives. I had not yet started using words like "gay," "queer," "homosexual" to refer to myself. But, I was well aware of my dreams -- dreams that I'd been having since I was ten. I enrolled as a Bible major at Lee College (Church of God) in Cleveland, Tennessee. There! That should help me keep quiet, help me keep myself under control, and try to fix things!